Bad Friday

Never thought there could be such a thing as a "bad" Friday, but I think this is it. If nothing else, it will serve as a reminder to me that the majority of my love and attention, and care and concern should and will always be spent on my family....not on my job. Jobs and bosses don't love you back, no matter what you do for them. It's all just a means to an end. And I DO recognize that I am not going to stop feeling this way until I find something that is not just a "job" to me, but a passion. And even after I find something I love to do, I'll still be disposable...that's just being realistic. It SUCKS.